Take a look at your LJ friends list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends. DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation."
Uh, I have cheated because one of these is to someone not on my flist. GUESS WHICH ONE.
1. It's women like you that make fandom a place I want to be. You're incredibly talented and super intelligent and even though you abandoned Clex for a ship I pretty much can't stand I could never be mad at you because you remain interesting and funny and you're kind and decent to absolutely everyone no matter what. I admire you so very much.
2. I have this feeling that I really offended you and now you don't like me but there's no way I can ask you without sounding like I think the whole world revolves around me because really, you probably don't give a crap and can't even remember what I'm talking about. It was kind of an issue with tone, you see. I was being a bit teasing and you took me seriously and I didn't really explain myself properly and then, and this may be a coincidence, but you haven't spoken to me since and that really bothers me because I like you a lot.
3. You are awesome and brilliant and inspiring and I love that we are good friends in RL now, and I love your girlf too. ♥
4. I had a dream about you the other day but when I woke up you still weren't speaking to me. Weirdest, most abrupt ending to a friendship ever.
5. You are the coolest person in fandom probably. You're hilarious and you don't care what people think of you (but in a sexy way not in an autistic way) and I love that you think you're kind of an asshole because you *kind of* are but really you're not at all.
6. I wish I didn't still hate you so much. I welcome the day when I'm indifferent to you and just seeing your name pop up in threads doesn't make me feel sick and kind of frightened. You ruined fandom for me and it's never been the same since and I just don't understand how anyone could possibly like you (I'm pretty sure few actually do). You seem to take pleasure in hurting people you see as weaker than you, and I guess it's because you're insecure and bitter but man it just sucks so much to be on the receiving end of your ire, and the fact that you don't care how much you hurt people pretty much makes you a piece of shit as far as I'm concerned.
7. Our love is epic. <3 <3 <3
8. I hope chess is going well for you at the moment. See you at the BBQ on Saturday, darlin!
9. You are like family to me. You were supposed to come to London for fun times but now you're not and I am sad about that. Your taste in television is dubious these days (*g*) but I couldn't possibly love you more if I tried.
10. I wish you had a sense of humour.